Sunday, September 9, 2012

The accident

It was a saturday night,
He had nothing to do,
He had his keys,
Some boredom too.

He went outside in the pouring rain,
He looks at the sky,
what does he know,
He should have called his mother the day before.

He drives back,
careful all the way,
The rain's relentless,
the sky still gray.

Just around a corner,
Mistakes were made,
Tyres gave way,
Motorcycles are dangerous, or so they say.

They lie in the rain,
Their face in the mud.
You couldnt distinguish them,
Their faces were red.

Call it fortune,
call it luck,
People rushed to them,
While they lied in the muck.

He lies there,
his vision dim,
He sees a red cross,
Above the tyre rim.

But fortune ends somewhere,
And here it did,
The doctors took the other kid.

The ambulance said symbiosis,
His ID disagreed.
It was still bias,
but not on creed.

After the misfortune,
comes the blame,
blame the motorcycle,
the rain,
whatever keeps you sane.

Moralities still exist,
We'd still like to believe.
They say diamonds are the hardest,
I disagree.
Its the rules,
with its infinite rigidity.

He didnt die alone that night,
Something else died too.
A sacred oath the greeks upheld,
An oath doctors once knew.

I cant decide,
for who i weep,
The youth or the oath,
All i know is,
that we are exposed,
As hypocrites,
not Hippocrates.

Thursday, April 19, 2012


Started playing Dota 2  ^.^

Cost me a few hours of attendance and a full day of college( more to come probably )...buuut
totally worth it.

Words cannot explain how badass this game is.

I dont game much. I'd probably suck balls if you challenged me to a Halo/Cs match right now.
I'm sure your 1337 skeelz are probably very awesome.

And the 100 hours you spent on Skyrim is pretty *cough* impressive *cough*.

Hey..I dont judge.(Or so I say.) Bu-uut this game has got me hooked. The only thing going wrong is this goddamn mouse...whi-iich was not helped by taking it apart to see whether its shunt resistance had a contact problem.

In retrospect, considering the fact that even IF i discovered that it WAS a contact error, I didnt have the tools to repair it...Soooo it was probably a bad idea.

But now i get to pretend that this refractive plastic glass thing is a plane...WHEEEEEE!


Friday, March 30, 2012

Awesome day?

Finally got a Dota 2 key today!...Best start to the day ever...
Except maybe for a surprise BJ...BJ's are awesome.

Can't play it yet, but the option is probably what i really wanted. lol.
Hey..blame cyberoam.

Also discovered something badass. Something every student probably needs...
Actually something I've been looking for, for a long time.

Usually a description follows a link.

Sidestepping again....Evernote users!

Are you:

1.A student?

2.An Evernote user?

3.Not a huge FOGGOT.?

Then go get your premium account for the year dammit.


Wednesday, March 21, 2012

3 am post

Okay...So its either my really fucked up sleep cycles or I've managed to resurrect my insomnia.

I think I actually like this time...the 3-4 am time slot...eerily silent and calm. Good internet speeds, no annoying texts, no calls from family,  no existential thoughts, no annoying friends.

If only i could use it for something productive...unlike reddit, SU, and prawns... lol.

I wish i could fucking play music man... play something as batshit insane as  "Coming Back To Life"
Those notes man..Fuck.

If I could explain in words the effect it has on me...Goddammit man.

I've tried covering the song, but it just doesnt...flow. Those notes dont hit, they dont carry the same weight and meaning.

I'mma play that song live one day. Just one of those things I have to do.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?

Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Thursday, February 9, 2012


I think that people at my local watering hole don't actually like Bon Jovi songs.

They just like to yell


I'm back?

This blog is supposed to make my thoughts more fluid.
Its also supposed to make my writers block less frequent.

Ahh fuck it. Makes a good place to vent for now.